Jie, im really sorry to learn about the bad news. I'll try to come down tml evening if i could, if my training ends early, or something bah. I'll really try to come down tml. I just want you to know this:
God gives each and every one of us a life. Not to give us a chance to experience death, but a chance to experience the marvels of His creation. However, some do not realise that. That's why there's euthanasia and suicides going on, ending they life easily. But, there will be a handful that will push on hard, enduring all the pain, just so that they can breath on Earth, a beautiful place, for one more day. Your grandpa's a strong man. He went through alot of pain, alot of suffering, but don't feel sad because he's doing it just so that he can see what a beautiful granddaughter he has. Fel, he didnt give in to death, in stead he fought against it till the very end. I think that's what makes him a real role model, one that never gives up. Dont worry about where he's going. He aint going down to hell, with all those vapours of sulphur and with Hydes grinning from ear to ear. He's going up, to paradise, a place where he no longer feels pain, a place where he can find comfort, a place where he can watch you and guide you as you grow up.
Sis, study hard okay, don't get too distracted. You found yourself one more reason to become successful. God bless you and your grandpa.
Dear, stop feeling upset alrdy. I know you've been carrying guilt with you all day long. Just let it down. You didnt anger me, you didnt make me feel sad one bit alright. Mistakes makes us better as we can learn from them to become a better person. Mis-communications do happen alright, we gotta accept it, this way we can get to know each of us better. We just started, we got a long road to go, we've got a lot to learn. But im optimistic that one day we'll understand each other better, we'll know each other better and an even more loving couple we'll be :D Don't hold back whenever you're sad okay. When you wanna cry, just cry, when you wanna be sad, don't fake a smile. Let me comfort you, let me bring that smile back onto your face, cuz if i don't, what's the point of having a boyfriend like me right (:
I'll never be anger with you, cuz whenever i put myself in your shoes, i realise that whatever you're doing, it's either for me, or for the people around you, and for that i love you, dear.
Smile already okay? I miss my silly girl's smile.
ByeBye